my babii <33

Had some really good talks with dave last nite and this morning...all about his family and india and stuff. I love hearing about his culture its so interesting i told him hes gonna have to teach me about it. He was a little bit drunk last nite when talking about it and mentioned taking a trip there like me and him and his brother and anand or something in like a few years or even just me and him. That made me really happy but then i wasnt sure if it was just cause he was sorta buzzed. Then this morning after my final when i came back we started talking about india and the culture and he mentioned it again. it made me so happy to know that he would want to travel their with me and show me his culture and meet his family:-)

I also got a much better understanding of him and his family, giving even more respect for them than i already had. I mean his parents were all set in india. they were high class and set for life but decided to come over here to give an even better life to their kids. I never knew all the stuff about his family in regards to comming to america and didnt realize the struggle that they went through. They went from being a really wealthy family in india to having nothing in america but then worked their way up to everything that they have now. Its pretty amazing to think about the risks that his parents were willing to take, the hardships they went through and the will power to make it.

It's scary in a way to think of the what ifs. I mean at this point i cant imagaine my life without him and its weird to think that at one time i didnt even know he existed. whats even more amazing is that out of this entire world he came into my life. I mean if you think of it what are the chances....

1) He lived in India until he was 8 when his parents decided to move to America..out of all the places they moved to MASS.
2) His parents were thinking of going back to india because it was getting to hard here..his dad was giving it like 2 or 3 more weeks and then he got a call for the job he wanted so they stayed...if they went back i never would have met him.
3)Then out of alllll the collegs to go to, we both go to Umass D.
4) and out of alllll the people who have facebook he messaged me and kept talkin to me even when other girls were wanting to chill with him and even thou i kept blowing him off he still gave me a chance.

i mean if u look into it, its pretty amazing that we ended up together and have been together for almost 8 months. :-) i honestly couldnt be any happier. he is so amazingly special. i really do love him and i really am so lucky to have him in my life <33